Where have I been?

I wish I knew the answer, really I do. I've been right here, that I do know. Lost in the wilderness, but right here. A very dear aunt passed away in 2012/2013. It didn't help, but I was quite losing my way before that. 2014 was really time to find myself again. Get my bearings of where I'm at and where it is that I needed to go. I never expected my Dad's passing, but then none of us ever really do. Another loss this year seemed too much. So where am I now? That's the question. I'm still here, in a new place, ready once again to face the world and myself with my dreams and goals for my life.